My First Orgasm I Thought I Was Dying When I discovered the stories online, I was completely oblivious to the male orgasm. The stories described men "cumming" and "cum" spewing onto "his stomach". But then, some authors spelled it as "cum", other as "come". The first couple of times I masturbated, I only brought myself to the pre-orgasm state, where I started shaking, but nothing came out of my penis. I thought that was the "climax" that the stories had talked about.

The third masturbation session, when I reached the pre-orgasm stage, I decided that this felt too good to me to stop. I kept on stroking, and then all of a sudden, I didn't have any control over my body anymore and a white sticky substance came out of my penis. I thought I was going to drop dead and die on the spot.

I was incredibly mortified by what I had done. I wiped myself done as quickly as possible, hid the printed stories away in a heavy book on my bookshelf and ran downstairs to the living room. I rationalized that if I died, at least, I would be in front of my parents and they would know right away. For two hours, I just sat, livid, staring at the TV as it played music videos. I prayed to God that if I lived until after dinner, I would be forever grateful.

That night, I was so surprised that I was alive. As soon as dinner was over and my parents retired to the living room to watch TV and my brother went to the game room to play the Genesis, I went to my room and pulled out the printed erotic stories. I couldn't throw the words into the garbage for fear of anybody finding out, so the only choice I had was to rip the pages into small pieces and flush it down the toilet. It took me quite a bit of time, I ripped it into such small pieces for fear of clogging up the drain and exposing myself to anybody.  ¶ 8:47 AM 1 comments