Bye Bye Virginity I lost my virginity today, June 3, 2006. I know it was sleazy. But at this age, if I don't get it done, I will never get it done. I met him at the club, on the stage, dancing. It was somwhat bad of me because it was in front of everybody. On stage, there was only my friend and I. My friend's boyfriend decided to come in at around 1:30am and I was stuck with dancing with myself, so I decided to dance with the guy next to me. He was really cute.

He took me outside to talk, and we started to make out. I took down his number. I was going to leave, but my friend kept saying that I was too drunk to leave. So, we stayed a bit. After I got sober, we left for his house. In front of his house, we made out for another 30 minutes or so, before he left.

I thought that was going to be the end of that. I didn't really think he would call. Then, he called this afternoon, and asked me to come over. I was already eating burger with one of my friends, so it wasn't until 3pm that I met up with him. From 4 - 8, we hung around, went to the mall, then to the dyke and then to his house. I wasn't planning on doing anything.

Then, one thing lead to another. We started making out and then he wanted to undress me, so we did.

He had a beautiful cock and at that point, I couldn't stop myself. I just wanted to get it down. I asked him for a condom, but then all of a sudden, I got scared and told him we would just play. Then, I changed my mind and asked him to get the condom. While he was opening the packaging, I sucked on his cock for a little bit.

That was fun.

Then, he lubed up, lubed up my hole and turned me around. With a little effort, he was in, but then he pulled out really quicly and that hurt. I told him to go slowly. This time, he couldn't even get it in because my sphincter had shut down, so he put more lube in. He tried again and this time, he was in.

About seven thurst later, I felt him kiss my back and then pull out. I thought, "Is this it?" I asked him if he had cum and he said yes. I guess he had prematurely ejaculated. I remember thinking, wow, this doesn't live up to it at all.

LOL

Anyway, I thought it was fun. There are some time when I think about it and regret that I didn't have sex with somebody that I knew better, but somebody I knew for about 24 hours as my first time.

I have an inkling I will not see him again from his text messages. I had asked him to come out, but he declined, partly due to the fact that it was going to be touch getting back into the house. That's that and it's time to move on. He will not call anyway, or if he calls, it won't be for anything really.

It really was therapeutic for me because now I am more comfortable with my body.  ¶ 3:00 AM 0 comments