Tough Love Today felt like it was an early Valentine's day. At work, every one was couple and in love it was sickening. To top it all up, the object of my affection is now going out with another guy, so I have to back off now. How am I going to be able to work with him now, when all I want to do when I see him is take him to the back room and ravage him crazy?

First off, all my co-workers significant others all dropped in to visit. We had a new shipment of product, so many they all came in to try stuff on. It's kind of depressing when everybody that you come into contact with is happy and in a commited relationship and all you can do is stand back and try not to cringe.

One girl came in with her fiance and was looking at a fake fur hooded parka. She loved it so much, she asked her fiance if she could buy it. The fiance said yes and she was so happy that she kissed him right at the cash registers while I was ringing them out. It was incredibly sweet. I was jealous.

All I ask is that someone show some interest in me. That's it. Some interest. Some drama in my life would be nice.

All I can do is sit here and complain. People give me advice to live my life. I am. I still dont' understand what I'm doing wrong. I will live a loveless existence.  ¶ 2:22 AM